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Am I cute or what?

I took this photo of my baby girl on st patty's day... I am not a professional by any means but I think i did pretty good if i do say so myself!

What is your absolute favorite musical group? What makes them so special to you?

DURAN DURAN! mostly because when I was a kid I would listen to them to escape my life for a short time before having to re-immerse myself back into hell. I went through a lot of hard times and few things ever comforted me when things got really bad... three things that helped were Duran Duran, my stuffed bunny rabbit... and sucking my thumb, yes I said sucking my thumb.. i sucked my thumb until I was 14 years old. I <3 Duran Duran.

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joaquin phoenix has lost his mind.

Normally I would be drooling at pictures of joaquin phoenix and trying to picture him in his birthday suit but today I cannot do that anymore... I mean honestly have you seen a picture of the guy lately? not only is he acting nuts he is looking the part too! He looks like a hobo that just took a shower and I cant tell if he is 30 something or 50 something let alone that he was once a good looking man. I don't have to much input on his rapping skill because I honestly don't favor that genre of music so I cant tell if he is talented in that area or not. But seriously... all i want is for joaquin to show the world that he has not lost his mind, and maybe he could also get a beard trim just so it doesn't look like small animals will be taking up residence in it anytime now. Just my 2 cents.

A sexual emergency

So today was my 4 week postpartum visit and we decided to bring the baby with us... so after much oohing and ahhing over the baby my husband asks the doctor "so when can me and my wife get close again" meaning when can he have sex with me again lol, of course i sorta turn a little red and avoid eye contact because i get embarrassed easily. The doctor goes on about how we should wait two more weeks to ... and I quote him "get busy" lol... and then he says "but you can do it now if its a sexual emergency" sooo when he said that I sorta just blinked rapidly and my husband chuckled and the doctor just smiled... now i'm wondering, what the hell is a sexual emergency... i'm going to guess its something like "my penis is going to explode, i need to relieve the pressure before my whole member blows off and destroys the galaxy!" but whatever... my doctor is a freak.

Racist or not racist that is the question?

I have a question that is probably not something I would normally ask in a public forum or even ask of a close friend, I guess because even though it is an honest question I still feel that it is taboo as a subject.
My question is... If you do not hate someone of another race but instead fear them... are you racist?

How has your life changed in the last year?

Lets see, I now drive a different car, live in a different city and house, have another child, have less animals, I no longer work and instead am a stay at home mom. I think thats the bulk of whats different now in my life.

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Hair color blues.

I'm getting discouraged with my hair color, its been the same for far to long and i'm sick of doing my own hair color but at the same time I don't trust anyone else to do my hair, even the so called professionals cant seem to get a simple hair trimming correct so how can I ever trust them to color my hair... uhg.
I have been reading up online about what color would be best on me and I guess a honey brown base and caramel lowlites is supposed to be good because I have a lot of red in my skin usually, especially when I'm feeling an extreme emotion so i'm thinking sometime soon I should get my hair done or do it myself depending on how adventurous i'm feeling.
Anywho, my daughter finally went to sleep so its about time that I get a few hours of shut eye before its my turn to get up for her again... newborns are so fun.